A week of baby being sick - Jase and I taking time off our part time jobs - and Jase just starting his 2 new jobs this week -

Funnily enought I thought to myself it will only be this year - when he is older he wont get sick! Wishful thinking. What can a parent do to keep their child well during winter and also while they are at creche 3 days a week!

He is a lot better he managed to sleep through the night last night - I awoke around 5am when he was sweetly calling Mummy Mummy - he had wiggled out of his blankets and wanted me to tuck him back in, which I was happy to do. I woke like a heavy dead weight, from a havy dead sleep. This morning I feel like I am brand new, alive and with senses.

I got an email this morning from a friend with some content to help promote her show at allanswalk - but with a ps note saying she is seperating from her partner and father of her beautiful daughter. This must be so hard - a decision that would be very hard to make.

I am a heel diggerer inner - once you have made a decision you see it through. I was listening to a song the other day - maybe on JJJ about a guy in his 30s (I can relate to this just turning 30!) who has a partner, kids and so does all his friends, life has become pretictable and he doesnt think he is able to see any of his decision through and kind of apologises.

I could see his point of view - but my point of view is that children shouldnt have to forgive their parents and that parents make decisions that last a life time.

I am also unable to cope with the thought of having a family with multiple children of a variety of partners and places - I would go insane having to deal with all these people and negotiate weekends, birthday celebrations and christmas - what a nightmare. I would rather work like buggery and compromise with the partner I have committed to and enjoy our journey through life together. Even though he annoys the hell out of me because he isnt enough like me - perhaps a robot programmed just for me would have been a better decision!