community cultural development.light yet heavy. a responsibility, an opportunity, you can not be any other thing other than entwined.

Sometimes as a friend to all, sometimes as a business manager, some times as an artist, and all the time not enough as an artist.

drawing, sketching, I promise to do this every day - I haven't done since the mum's group I have set up and this was a bit sketchy in itself as I was running around catching my baby from all sorts of misadventures on his crawling knees.

Talking with a professional today who has been in CCD for 20 years she was about talk about it with me as another professional and it was nice knowing that we were pretty much coming from the same place.

I also enjoyed that she was so straight with in regards to her philosophy of why she does what she does and how it sits in the world. That what she does is for the good of the world and it is out there for people to use.

I am a bit more straight than that. On reflecting other people's activity, decisions and how they interact and behave with you really does determine how you might behave in the future or a perceived similiar situation - does this make sense?

Think about generations of civil wars, how can you not with all of this on the news - the terror and hate and action from years and years of anger and hate - the way chosen to behave and relate.

Sometimes I think about how honest you can be with yourself - and that all your actions come out in who you are - your body, the way your hair and clothes sit on your body, the sound of your voice, the content of your house and how you arrange the content, your friends and family - don't become to obessive or you will start to read fortines in number plates