What is man and what is women?

What is public life. Sometimes I have a secrete thought that terrorism will make us close again. Life becomes close through closing distance. Those that are close to you live close to you; we eat, shop, prepare, take the journey of life together. We are dirty together.

Here I am writing about my desire to be close in my local place of residence, writing to no one - it is unknown to me who reads my writing!

I guess I ache for women contact, for sharing of recipes, to share caring for children, keeping a husband, for making a good home, for quietly learning how to age; how to be strong, how to be a leader.